Hello Blogland
How are you?
Its Pancake Day - and I've done the matriachal thing and cooked up lots of pancakes today - I also managed to drop a pint of milk and watch the bottle smash into lots of pieces along with the river of flowing milk pouring out too - Now that was fun. As at the time of typing I "think" every single shard has been recovered - note to all - Nope - I'm not crying..... :-) - its only spilt milk :-)
I also discovered that Asda Chocolate and Caramel Sandwich Spread makes the best Pancake sauce when melted in the Microwave for a minute.
Ok.... So... how's my mood today? Hmmm its "definitely in call me next week and I'll get back to you...."
When I started all this (forced) ASD Aspergers Training there was a phrase that kept recurring. Fellow parents quoting their feelings as ".... everyone is going to Paris.... we are planning to go to Paris - but instead - we discover we have arrived in Amsterdam......" I think I am slowly realising what this means... Oh well - better late than never.
I definitely feel split away from all my friends. The lonlieness is a killer. All my friends have "moved on" yet I feel I am stuck in a ditch at a road block. The Policeman at the road block is very nice, but not exactly very helpful.
A friend last night actually said - We are off to Paris in May are you coming too? I politely said - No, sadly we are not... - I didn't have the energy to go into detail. - It's much easier to just smile sweetly and carry on.
Lucas is struggling at his new school. He does not like it. He got a priviledge yesterday, but was borderline meltdown all evening.
Tomorrow is Wednesday - I will try and get to the Angels Meeting tomorrow - it may help.
..... going to raid the Chocolate Sauce..... (if there's any left......)
Best wishes to all
Love
Louise
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